Jacob became very frightened and was distressed; so he divided the people who were with him and the flocks and the cattle and the camels into two camps. And he said, “If Esau comes to one camp and strikes it down, the remaining camp will escape (Bereishis 32:8-9).”
Yaakov prepares for the overwhelming reunion. Will Esav want war or peace? Has Esav forgiven his brother, or does he still harbor animosity? These are the questions swirling around Yaakov’s head. Rashi explains that Yaakov prepared for this encounter in various ways. He prayed to God for help, split the camp in anticipation for war, and sent gifts to appease Esav. Although Rashi mentions prayer first, Yaakov in fact prepares for war first and only afterwards prays. Rav Zalman Sorotzkin (1881-1966), in his work titled Oznayim LaTorah, asks a simple question – “Why didn’t Yaakov pray first? Isn’t prayer the most instinctive, reflexive response to danger and difficulty? Why does he first split the camp and then only later turn to spiritual options?”
Rav Sorotzkin answers that Teffilah, prayer requires a certain level of “yishuv ha’daas,” inner quietude and concentration. When Yaakov hears that Esav is coming to meet him with 400 men, he is overwhelmed. He is consumed with worry and fright for his children and wives. He knows he can’t best Esav on the battlefield and realizes that at this point flight is no longer an option. Teffilah, true dialogical connection with Hashem requires concentration and some measure of inner peace. Yaakov doesn’t have it and therefore doesn’t pray. It is only after he takes other steps and feels a bit more “prepared” for this encounter that he could reach out and converse with Hashem.
Perhaps, the Torah is teaching us an additional lesson as well. When we encounter a challenge, perhaps there is a step before prayer (or at least concurrent with prayer) – that step is action. When I encounter difficult or tumultuous circumstances, I must ask myself, what I can do to help myself? How can I own this situation in an effort to make it better? All too often, we rely on others to solve our problems, advance solutions, and fix that which is broken. If you want something done in life, roll up your sleeves and get it done yourself. And in a certain way, we must take this approach with Hashem. The Ribbono Shel Olam is always here to help us. But what He wants more than anything is for us to own our circumstances and engage in dynamic activity to help ourselves and better our world. He doesn’t just simply want us to pray – He wants us to act. Hashem gives us the incredible opportunity to partner with Him to advance ourselves and our world. Hashem gives us the great gift of partnership. The reality is, I can’t accomplish anything without God’s assistance and providence. I need Him every step of the way. But I must take the first step. I can’t ask Hashem to act if I am unwilling to act.
