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0:02 Dear friends, welcome to this week's virtual Josha. 0:04 This week we have the incredible privilege of paras and the para begins in a beautiful and moving way. 0:16 He went and he spoke the following words to what did he say? 0:21 He said to them, "I'm 120 years old today. 0:28 I can no longer literally go out and come in. 0:34 Hem told me that I'm not going to go ahead and cross the Jordan. 0:38 So, a very dramatic idea. 0:40 Now, interestingly enough, the says went, but it doesn't tell us where he went. 0:47 the writes literally went tribe to tribe and he went to tell them a simple message I'm going to die today is my last day in this earth I'm going to die and he didn't want them to fear in other words 1:03 knew that this was his last day on this earth and he wanted to give everyone a little bit of advanced warning so that when he would die he'd be able to settle them proactively calm them and settle them incredible incredible 1:15 the selflessness of right that knowing that this was his last day on this earth and yet instead of spending time I don't know with his family or spending time even just by himself he decides to literally go tribe to tribe to 1:26 make sure that everyone is calm settled no one should be fearful of what lies ahead the obvious question is how did Moshabenu know that this was his last day how did Moshabu know that he was going to die and the 1:40 great coin of lublin in his safer pit sadik says something absolutely amazing He says if you look at I can't go out and come in. 1:54 Now on a partial on a simple level one would assume that what is moshen is saying is saying you know I'm old and I can't kind of get around as as I used to. 2:03 I can't go and come as I used to. 2:04 The problem is that maintained his physical vigor and vitality literally again until the end. 2:12 So if that's the case Moshabu is physically fine. 2:14 He's physically healthy. He's right. 2:16 He still has all of his youthful vigor with him. 2:18 So what does it mean? 2:21 I can't go out and I can't come in. 2:24 And says something absolutely amazing. 2:27 I want to quote you. 2:27 He says whole life was characterized as one of growth. 2:38 In fact, even if you look at the vos went as mentioned before, it doesn't tell us where Moshabu is going. 2:45 So at the most basic level it's not even a geographic statement. 2:48 It's like a life mantra. 2:49 If you were to ask Moshe, Moshe, what is the one word that summarizes the totality of your life? 2:55 Mosha would say, my life is one of constant and perpetual growth. 3:01 My life is about always never staying in place, but always moving yourself from place to place from from where I am now, always trying to get somewhere else. 3:08 Says like this. He says but then on this day on this day the parish reaches a particular level and what happened is like this means to Leave leaving represents leaving the presence of who represents sinning. 3:44 Sin Mosen woke up that morning and he saw that there was something different about him. 3:51 His Yates was gone. 3:54 His desires, his wants, his proclivities, his lusts, his internal self-sabotaging mechanisms, it was gone. 4:01 It just wasn't there. 4:03 So you say to yourself, "Wow, incredible Gibbaldic. 4:06 We're the pinnacle of human accomplishment. 4:08 don't have. No, no, no. 4:13 If I can't leave, if I can't leave, if I can't sin, if I can't fail, if I can't fall, if I can't leave the presence of God, I also can't grow. 4:27 I also can't accomplish. 4:29 Accomplishment is fundamentally predicated on the ability to fall and to fail. 4:36 And once falling and failure and sin and mistakes are no longer an option, then accomplishment is no longer an option either. 4:46 Goes on and he explains something so beautifully. 4:47 He says he quotes the falls down seven times and gets up and interestingly enough again we normally understand this to me. 4:56 Now what's the greatness of a sadic? 4:57 Everybody falls down. The greatness of the sadic is that the sadic gets back up. 5:01 where so often people fall and they remain you know flat on the ground I've fallen and I can't get up and they just stay there that sat gets back up says no it's not it means something additional means why is 5:16 the satic able to get back up why is he able to get back up because of that satic doesn't get up despite his failings but that satic gets back up because of his failings that satic understands that sin, falling, failure 5:35 creates the fertile soil for personalistic growth. 5:39 You know the famous mush that's used is when you plant a seed in the ground, if you want that seed to produce something, what has to happen? 5:45 The seed first has to decompose. 5:48 Only once the seed decomposes could something beautiful grow in the aftermath. 5:53 If the seed remains whole, then the potential is never unlocked. 5:57 Sabodic is the same thing in the human condition. 6:00 What unlocks our power? 6:02 And here's the incredible part. 6:03 It's not accomplishment that unlocks my power. 6:06 It's not blessing that unlocks my power. 6:08 It's not success that unlocks my power. 6:10 It's failure. It's failure. 6:13 When I fail, when my personalistic seed decomposes, that unlocks all of the power which has remained inside me and has been dormant until now. 6:25 Failure is the precursor to success. 6:28 Failure is the precursor to personalistic self-actualization. 6:33 It's only when the saddic falls down repeatedly only then does he get back up. 6:39 You see we often read the pic as what's the greatness of the sadic even though he falls down he gets back up. 6:45 That's true but something so much more profound. 6:47 The saddic is one who understands that because of his failures he will get back up. 6:52 I want to quote you to the he says It's through the failures they come that he gets back up. 7:05 The failures themselves give me the catalyst for growth. 7:08 The personalistic decomposition just like the seed. 7:12 If the remember if the seed remains whole, nothing ever grows. 7:16 The seed has to first decompose because that decomposition unlocks everything. 7:20 then there could be growth because the saddic falls down repeatedly that's why that's why ultimately afterwards he's able to go ahead and get back up. 7:33 He goes on, he says, "But if you can't sin, you can't fall, you can't fail, you also can't grow. 7:49 You also can't grow." 7:50 And says something just absolutely amazing. 7:53 How did Mosha know that this was his last day on this earth? 7:55 How did he know that he was going to die? 7:57 Because he recognized that if I can't fail, I also can't grow. 8:02 If I can't sin, I can't succeed. 8:06 If there's no failure, if there's no decomposition, then by definition, there is no unlocking of inner greatness. 8:14 So on one hand, Mosha reaches this level where he has no ye sahara. 8:19 He has no wants, desires, proclivities, lusts, inclinations, none of it. 8:24 And I want you to say, "Wow, fantastic." 8:27 says, "Oh, if I don't have that, then this is truly the end of the road." 8:34 Says, "If I can't sin, I also can't succeed." 8:38 And dear friends, what a powerful message for us during our serv mistakes. 8:44 We all sin. We all fail. 8:46 We all fall. And when that happens, we see that as such like a personalistic indictment. 8:52 Look at me. Look, look. 8:54 And and it creates all kinds of feelings. 8:56 feelings of sadness, feelings of remorse, sometimes feelings of disgust. 9:00 I can't believe I did this. 9:02 And there's a place for all of those feelings as well. 9:04 All of those feelings are necessary pieces. 9:07 There's supposed to be sadness. 9:08 There's supposed to be a feeling of remorse. 9:10 There's supposed to be sometimes a disgust. 9:12 There is because those are powerful emotions that push us to do more. 9:15 But here's what's important. 9:16 In that moment of sin, in that moment of personal decomposition, there are things unlocked inside of me that I would have never found without the failure. 9:27 Failure is the fertile soil for personalistic growth. 9:32 Sin is always the precursor for success. 9:36 Falling down always plants creates the platform and the foundation for dramatic and unprecedented growth. 9:44 Think about this in life. 9:46 Think about the moments where you've grown the most. 9:48 Most of us I venture to say have not experienced like exponential growth in the aftermath of some life braha some blessing some success when if you think about the moments in life where you grew the most it's in the aftermath 10:00 of failure in that moment when my seed decomposes when my when myself decomposes and I feel so down and so sad but it's in that very moment where I discover so much about myself that's what Moshinu was trying to teach 10:15 us Moshinu understood that life is over when you can't sin because if there's no sin there's no success and the that gives us we're obviously not looking to sin. 10:26 We're not looking for failure. 10:28 We're not looking for the decomposition of the personalistic seed. 10:30 But you don't have to look for it. 10:31 It happens anyway. And when it does happen, when we do sin and we fall and we fail, instead of feeling bad about ourselves, instead of getting down on ourselves, instead of giving up on ourselves, just the opposite, I say, "Okay, 10:47 now that I've just experienced this moment of tremendous failure, of personal decomposition, I am like the seed in the ground. 10:57 The moment the seed decomposes is the moment that looks like a nothing. 11:01 But yet everything has been unlocked to allow for explosive growth. 11:07 In the aftermath of our failures, our sins, our fallings, the seed decomposes and it unlocks inside of us something tremendous, something beautiful, something holy that if we tap into it, there is no telling what we could accomplish. 11:25 Moshabenu understood that life is over when you can't sin. 11:31 We have to realize that life really begins right after in the aftermath of sin. 11:38 life only begins in the aftermath of sin because it's then that I have the ability to truly discover who I what I am during this beautiful season of chuva to do chuva to do a beautiful chuva to reinvent ourselves and 11:54 we should be z most of all that when we contemplate and when we introspect we have to look at our failures and shortcomings don't become sad despondent or give up but recognize in that moment of failure in that moment of 12:07 falling in that moment of sin. 12:09 The seed has decomposed, unlocked all of the cohos, and there is no telling what we could accomplish. 12:15 Wishing everyone a good night of Shabas, a beautiful Shabas kesh and aima.
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