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0:02 all right good evening everyone Let's uh let's begin so it is to be able to spend a few moments together preparing for the Yumer there's so much to say about this day and so many incredible dynamics of Yumer and especially 0:18 again at first I really thought I was going to focus on a little bit more the topic of Yumer on chabas as it is a fascinating Dynamic that brings together two dramatic streams of K into one incredible tapestry of but 0:34 we're going to focus something a little bit different take a look at number one says as follows there were no greater days for cloud than the 15th of and so 15th of is so we're not going to we'll save for 0:56 for a different sh so the G says what happened what's why why is such a source of tremendous so the says I understand why is a day of why because y has two elements associated with it now it's interesting because 1:18 what's the definition of right so the truth is remember this is one of the unique distinctions between Hebrew and and English which is in English you could have many words that that mean the same thing in in Hebrew there's no 1:33 such thing as two words that mean the same thing they may translate for example so and both translate usually as forgiveness but there's no need for two different words for forgiveness either use or we have this in also right so 1:53 already by the way just from you see what's the difference between and so remember again what's the definition of a sin what kind of sin is usually understood to mean accidental sin forgive us for all of our unintentional a a 2:21 is an intentional sin with intention to Rebel so interestingly enough you see that again just like there's and there's so so to again there's or and so on the most basic level seems to be forgiveness for accidental AOS versus which 2:40 seems to be forgiveness for intentional AOS but again we'll leave that on the side for now point over the gim says is why is y an incredibly joyous day why is it such a day of because it is a day 2:54 that has forgiveness now by the way where does the concept of yum being a day of forgiveness come from what's the origin of Yumer being a day of forgiveness so the truth is we'll see a we'll see a but remember 3:08 again there's an important event that occurred on yum that concretizes yum Ker's identity as a day of forgiveness Yumer is the day when mosu came down with the second set of luos remember again the timeline mosu comes down with the 3:22 first set of luos first set of tablets on the 17th of tamos he goes ahead and he breaks them then there's a couple of sets of 40 days and the next time he comes down with the second set ofos is 3:32 oner the 10th of Tish so the second set of luos represent a physical representation a physical manifestation of divine forgiveness so yum as a day of forgiveness already again M really highlighted that for us but if you take a look 3:49 at number two the says something very beautiful the says so interesting is whereas the refers to as a day of which is incredible that's not how the to refers to it the T refers toer as a day of kapar and 4:13 Tara kapar means atonement Tara Puri purification so interesting so obviously what we're going to go we're going to focus a little bit more on the way that the Torah characterizes the day and leave aside so leave aside for just a 4:28 moment and focus a little B more on kapar and T now once again what we have to try to understand is where lies the distinction between these two concepts right so now we have kapar we have Tara what's kapar and 4:41 Tara atonement and purification and here salich gave a Chu every year so the r Chas could go on for three to four hours so the fact that a rabbi could speak for three to four hours that's that's not AES right 4:56 thees was that people stayed and listened right that was the incredible thing and says were written down in a called that's I'm according to over here in number three andich writes about this writes about or spoke about this concept of 5:11 kapar and T what are the differences between these Concepts and how do they link into the identity days take a look in Source number three three so in order to understand what is the Kap and so look what he writes 5:37 he says so essentially points out something very interesting sin has two automatic byproducts every sin has two automatic results first he says the end the paragraph based in sh sin always has punishment this is an important idea it's not a 6:05 pleasant idea to think about or to discuss but every ha every sin comes with punishment there is no action that doesn't have a reaction so a person commits a there is going to be an on there's going to be a 6:20 punishment now that punishment could be experienced here in this world that punishment can be experienced in the world to come but there's every single ha in fact the gim says whoever says that is whoever says that just forgives everything the 6:36 says let his inside spill out which is a way of saying it's incorrect In other words that forgives and we're going to talk about that but this idea that Hashem just gives us a pass for the sake of giving us 6:48 a pass is theologically fundamentally incorrect every single a comes with an Onish comes with a punishment that's part one part Bas paragraph Bas on the other hand does something else what else does do he points out over here and this 7:07 is incredible he says kapar kapar we'll work back a little bit actually skip the paragraph gimmel for just a moment so let's let go a little bit out of order but sin does something else sin creates T now how do 7:24 we translate Tuma we translate T often as impurity so remember again in y the interesting part is what's the definition of impurity the definition of impurity is the absence of Purity right in other words Tuma is what is created when 7:42 there is no Tara that's why people sometimes Tas translated as as unclean or impure it's not really a correct word right there are many different ways a person could become t a person could become T through physiological processes a person 7:58 could become t through contact with a corpse a person could become T through contact in so many different ways so T is not t is not impure or unclean but rather Tuma represents the absence of Tara the absence of Purity 8:14 where there is a void where there is a lacking of T then by definition there is T says something amazing he says causes tumor now this this is a a very profound concept that every single time I commit an a 8:34 every single time I do something wrong at the end of the day it engenders a sense of spiritual impurity now it's interesting if I were to ask you what's the reason most of us sin I know no one ever wants 8:48 to answer this question right what's the reason most of us sin all right so you could say t desire okay but the truth is that makes it sound like we're animals and have no control over our desires which which is 9:00 not true right okay once again those are always interesting because even Yar so what every single time thear pulls me to do something I do it there are plenty of times that I fight back against myara so some say say 9:13 the two classic answers are TA and GA right that ultimately it's desire or arrogance like an arrogance that essentially says I life is about making myself happy and I should be able to do whatever I want that makes me happy 9:27 I God tells me I can't it who is God to tell me what to do you know what's interesting is what is the first the most common first word for children no now I'm sure the speech therapist can say it's 9:40 monic I'm sure there's a whole on a deep R level understand how profound that is the first thing we do from the moment that we command the power of speech is we exercise our perceived power of self autonomy right so 9:55 this little schri walking around in a diaper right says no as if to say like an you know I'm I'm the man I'm the man don't tell me what to do I'm in charged now it sounds so crazy but you'd 10:09 be surprised how many of us go through the rest of our lives like without the diaper but but with that at least for a couple of years right but but but then like we do that same thing we do that 10:19 same thing that sin often comes about because of a sense of arrogance that I should be able to do whatever I want however I want whenever I want and it's interesting because you know when you say it it sounds so 10:35 crazy so instead what we do is we do like a lot of spiritual and intellectual gymnastics right we create alternate hashas or alternate isms or alternate movements all in order to justify our lack of adherence to tenants of to mitos 10:53 to different precepts but at the end of the day when you boil it down it's just simply me saying to God don't tell tell me what to do don't tell me what to do I know you're God but I'm me 11:04 I'm me and and I'm in charge of me don't tell me what to do say have you have all very valid reasons the truth is deep down the real reason why we commit Aus is because we think that we could 11:16 do it and it's not going to have an impact on me in other words if I knew the impact of K I wouldn't do it at the end of the day the psychology of is I'm going to do this thing 11:29 that want to do now and let's be honest n out of 10 times I know that it's wrong I I I know full well that it's wrong but I'm going to do it anyway and what's the logic the logic behind 11:40 it is because I believe that I could be the person who does this now and then I'm going to kind of put that in a box and I could go back to just being who I was you know 10 minutes 11:50 later that oh I know it's bad but it's not going to have a residual impact on me that's how we justify and we do this all the time we allow ourselves to be in situations that we know are not good 12:03 situations but we convince ourselves it won't have an impact on me or sometimes we allow ourselves to associate with people or be in relationships that are not healthy that that that are not conducive to personal growth and we tell ourselves 12:14 it's okay this person this situation this is not going to have an impact on me and we convince we are very convincing we convince ourselves of that by pretending that my actions won't have an impact on who and what I 12:29 am comes on salvation and says it's so profoundly false everything we do has an impact on who and what we are that's what he means when he says brings T brings you know it's an interesting idea imagine just on a 12:47 basic level a person goes so we're desensitized to this because we don't really have the today the laws of ritual Purity and impurity but you know imagine for a moment a person goes to a line right that going to participating 13:01 in a funeral helping to bury the dead is a it's the highest highest level of but what happens after you go to the cemetery what happens you're T but but but but I did something so beautiful so of course you 13:16 did something great but everything we do has an impact on who and what we are the good stuff the positive things have a positive impact and the negative things have a negative impact every K brings with it a sense of 13:31 says now when we look at this we see every every sin brings on punishment and brings excuse me brings T and brings impurity now does something amazing go back now to number two now I understand the profundity of Yer what 13:49 happens on Yer so amazingly enough amazingly enough the to says what does yum Kipper do yum Kipper does two things kapar and Tara what's kapar what's atonement what does kapar represent kapar kapar essentially is the same thing as M what 14:13 does it mean if you're if you're M someone right right you forgive now interestingly enough the concept of has its Origins where and actually in financial law if you lend me $1,000 and then you forgive the debt that's called so 14:31 m means I owe you something but you are releasing your claim against me so what does he mean when is or when he ultimately again he's what does that mean it means he has a claim against me has a claim 14:45 against you what's the claim what's the claim I committed an A and A brings with it an ones brings with it a punishment so I am owed a punishment I am Ed a is that's the of K atonement means means 15:01 forgiveness that means that Yer has the ability to remove the ones component of sin but as we spoke about before sin doesn't just engender punishment what else does sin engender what else Tuma and that's what the Torah says so brings 15:20 the power and profundity of this day is to achieve these two levels of kapar and Tara kapar the ability to remove the punishments which punishments which punishments everything now the brings down the brings down can take care of everything there 15:40 are certain things that Yer by itself can take care of according to the least like for example the r says that Yumer is not enough for atonement but leaving aside the R's position we go with the approach that y could 15:52 take away all onion all punishments and you keeper hand and that's incredible right that's step one and then step two y brings T Yer brings Purity that all of the T that has acud and that has amassed on my as 16:09 a result of a year of doing AOS a lot of mitos also but of doing AOS and thinking that those AOS don't change me they don't have an impact on me meanwhile like the residual Tuma plaque spiritual plaque is building 16:23 up comes Yumer and yum Kipper wipes all of that out incredible incredible this this is the profundity of this day you know the greatest challenge of I'm sure all of us have this moment you about Kipper you know K would 16:37 be so much better like with a cup of coffee right what I me like imagine for a moment if you had to fast but imagine you just got to start the day right with a cup of coffee then I I 16:48 I'd be in like I'd be engaged I could have one one of the hardest things of yum Kipper is there's so much power and so much profundity and we're like we're like slogging along like we're exhausted for so much of 17:02 it already the truth is the funny part it already begins col nid right already at night you come into Show everybody's full you're tired you're dozing off you said if you think about it finally the time that most people really 17:13 wake up for your ker is when n right and it's the most frustrating thing in the world it's almost over it's almost over there's like an hour left and now now I get that boost of energy okay but we take 17:27 we take whatever we can get but it's important that's why it's important for us to kind of acquaint ourselves with these Concepts to push ourselves a little bit there is so much that is happening on this day so many beautiful 17:36 things imagine again who says just show up show up and again I'm going to take away all of your own show I'm going to take away all of your punishments and I'm going to remove all of your Tuma and all 17:47 of that happens on your KRA and to reinforce this a little bit take a look at number five I'm sorry going out of order for just a moment so the gim says Reb om re says Reb espouses an incredible idea 17:57 in the gimar Reb says a all of the in the T this is the famous position of what we call says ker is so powerful that even if you do nothing the entire day even if you go to sleep right 18:21 when the fast starts and you get up right when the fast is over Yumer atones for you this is actually very important Hally as well because this is why and sometimes this is difficult to for people to to wrap their 18:35 head around a little bit the most important y ker is fasting and even if it means that a person should stay home and relax and not go to SCH and not which is frustrating on Yumer but that enables them to 18:46 fast the oner is the fast and rebi says that's because the day itself the day itself atones it's fascinating according to rebi not everybody agrees with the statement but according to rebi the power of yum is almost like this de 19:00 facto reality that is not dependent on what I do or don't do all I need to do is actually go through yum Kipper even if I don't experience the Yum Kipper I just have to literally live through the Yum Kipper 19:17 and yum Kipper goes Ahad and takes care of that kapar and that t isn't it incredible the day itself cleanses me of everything takes away all of my punishments and takes away and takes away all of my t as well 19:32 but there's another piece toer as well which is incred so this by itself is incredible right just it sometimes we don't even fully appreciate the profundity of what we have you know of when it comes we get so wrapped up 19:46 in the overwhelming nature of judgment right that that becomes the be all end all these days are we judged yes we're judged are we inscribed in The Book of Life or the book of death yes yes that is a reality 20:01 all of humanity is inscribed in one safer or the other but that's only part of the story that's only part of the story there's a cathartic experience of these days that is Meaningful and beautiful I know it's going to sound 20:13 strange no matter what the outcome is whichever book I'm going to be inscribed in because there's so many different shum so many different calculations has when he decides that no matter where he puts me at the end of the day 20:26 the day the days themselves are so incredibly profound the ability to go through a day where I am wiped clean where I just go ahead and all the Tuma is removed and all of the on all the punishments are removed 20:40 and at least according to rebi all I have to do is just almost like open up my heart to that Dynamic and it sweeps through me is something incredibly amazing but there's one additional Dynamic so I want to share with 20:51 you what I what I think is uh a really incredible story I saw this there is a famous musician ER by the name over of Hill P so Hill P he he composed the the I'm not going to sing it 21:05 but okay it's the beautiful one that everybody everybody sings now so there's a incredible incredible video from t pimel two years ago he did a and before he started singing a song he asked it was incredible It's actually an incredible 21:28 incredible video rash sitting up there on the stage with him and he asked rash if he could say a few words of introduction to the next PE that he was going to sing and he told Philip tells the following story 21:41 if you remember on August 11th 2022 it was tuav tuav there was a terrible terrible accident in Yim where a bus lost control this is where the driver stepped off the bus what what something happened with The Brak and the 21:57 bus plowed into a group of people standing right by the ra mall on Shamar Street in so there was a mother shashana glin who was 40 years old and her two daughters K and KH two and two daughters seven and 22:14 two from ofakim who were killed who were killed so Ra's daughter-in-law basheva was injured in that in that in that bus accident she had just been married for a couple of months she she was a she was a newlywed and 22:30 she was severely injured so severely injured that she had to have both legs amputated above the knee in intense therapy intense therapy for over a year so plan he's telling the story in front it's the most moving and incredible story 22:48 he tells that she was out of she was she was she was unconscious for for a long time as well and her husband you know again uh a newly W uh is obviously you know by her bedside the entire time 23:03 and when she regains Consciousness and enough awareness she says to him something amazing she said him and he quotes in her saying she tell me the truth she says she turns to her husband this is a young girl 21 years 23:15 old turns to her husband she said if you knew that this was going to happen to me would you have married me so this young man you know a lot of things he learning Yesa right this this this is not 23:30 one of them but this young man who obviously is a precious n he turns to her and he says if you're asking me would I have married a woman without legs the answer is no I wouldn't have married a woman 23:46 without legs but he says I want to quote to you he says but here's the difference he says if this would have happened before the wedding he says Z then that would have been something that occurred to you but now 24:01 that it happened it happened to us it happened to us and then P really and it's so incredible that his son turns to his C just they had just been married a couple of months and he says to her and 24:23 he he says to her you know the marriage that we have that's done and the life that we had that's done this is now a new relationship this is a new marriage I'm making with you a new bris a New 24:46 Covenant a new beginning and R goes on and he says something so beautiful he says if you look at the P one of the p in mus qued to over here in Source number four so the beautiful reads so it's 25:03 describing the power ofer and what's the power of the power of literally means means like like awaken your heart or really like fall in love again with your beloved fall in love again with your beloved make a new covenant with 25:30 her so says he never understood the true profundity of that statement until he heard what his son had said to his wife that what's y ker yum Kipper is not simply forgiveness yum Kipper is not simply a blank slate it's 25:50 not simply a tabasa it's not simply A New Beginning it's a br It's a Brand New Covenant that you know how many times do we go through life and we say to ourselves you know if only I could do it 26:05 all over again some of us think that every once in a while some of us think that a couple of times each day if only I could do that all over again now the truth is nothing could take you back 26:16 you know 20 years but you can do it all over again you KRA represents the opportunity as we say and coate let's make something new together what happens in life is we so often we get on this conveyor belt of 26:39 existence and we don't get off it until we draw our last breath and we get used to behaving certain ways and we get used to acting certain ways and we get used to talking certain ways and conducting ourselves in certain 26:53 ways and we kind of just solidify a pattern of behavior and we forget that if we want to become different people we have the ability to do so if you want something different for your life that is Within Reach if 27:11 you want something different for your persona that is Within Reach if you want to become someone different you can do that it's a brand new covenant comes and if we combine these two ideas together says number two again says listen 27:38 let me tell you what I'm going to do for you here's what I'm going to do for you I'm going to give you Kap I'm going to wipe out all of your punishments I'm going to give you Tara I'm going 27:47 to erase all of the T that has built up as a result of your negative activity I'm taking it all away so the says to us I'm willing to say like says what was was let the past be the past 28:06 let the last number of years be the last number of years and let's make something new going forward that's what who puts out there for us that if we want to start again we have the ability to do so this 28:23 is the power of Yumer and that's why rebi says in number five that's why says so profoundly that the truth is Yum Kipper as strange as this sounds is Yum Kipper is not about what you're doing for goder is about 28:37 is doing for us he is giving us a reset you know I I've used this I've used this this example before this musle before and to me it's very profound you ever have to do a factory reset on your phone 28:53 you you ever have this right where something goes wrong and you have to do a factory reset so you you first of all you know like the pad that comes with the factory resets right like what's going to happen to 29:04 all of my contact now there's iCloud so it's a little bit different right all of my messages all of my emails so if you've ever had to do a factory reset after you overcome the fear there is nothing more liberating 29:17 in the world suddenly my life is a blank canvas I'm not behind in any voicemails CU they don't exist anymore right no more unanswered text message WhatsApp emails there's nothing there and for those four minutes right before everything just clogs 29:35 back up again there is this incredible feeling of being liberated being free and like for once maybe I can make something different out of my life and that's just true with your phone in life we get stuck on the conveyor 29:52 belt of existence and one year bleeds into another into another into another into another mother and before we before we know it we wake up 30 40 50 80 90 119 and I fail to take advantage of all the new 30:09 starts all of those years and says every year I whisper in your ear let's make something new together let's create something new and beautiful together why does it have to be the same continuation of all the same stuff that's always 30:27 broken that's always in a state of disrepair that's always not working why don't you just become someone different become someone new and by different by the way I don't mean different totally different but just decide to live differently decide to 30:38 do differently decide to be differently and gives us the ability to do that the kapara or I should say the kapar and the Tara the Absolution of the removal of punishment and the removal ultimately again of impurity is clearing the 30:56 way for us for for a brand new covenant for a brand new beginning for a brand new start the challenge is right what's the challenge so if you think about this I don't know I I can't say honestly that I've 31:09 ever activated this Dynamic of Y Kipper before but I have a very good excuse for it why why why is this so difficult this is such a beautiful message like this is what yeah I I want this I'll take two 31:23 days of Yumer if I can get this this is what I want my whole life just a cleansing Just A New Beginning just a fresh start so what is it that prevents us from activating it I think one of the 31:38 things that's so complicated is all of the V is all of the confession it's really hard to feel like you're getting a fresh start where every other word out of my mouth is and this that and you know sometimes you 31:57 you go through that list and we like to pride ourselves on the fact that oh you know what I would never do that one right until the year comes when oh I I I I did that one I did that 32:08 one and it's depressing it's really depressing and what's even more depressing is a lot of us say ourselves from depression how how just whatever you do don't read it in English right cuz at least at least then I don't fully 32:21 know what I'm saying I kind of like get the gist but I don't have to feel totally guilty and whatever you do don't turn to the back of the art SCH moer I do not know who put this in but 32:30 like there's an appendix there's an appendix that goes through all of like the subsets of every single a so every and it's codified and it's alphabetical and it's most severe to least severe chological everything like like this is and again 32:46 the reality is I go through it and there's a lot of stuff in there that I've done I've done it's very hard to feel like you're being given a new Lis on life and it's very hard to feel the kapara 32:57 and the Tara when the majority of the day majority a large part of the day is steeped in VY is steeped in confession because remember again what does confession do what does confession do confession tethers me to the mistakes and 33:14 the failures of the past so on one hand you're telling me that the power and profundity of Yumer is that I have this ability to go ahead and start new kapar Tara everything is fresh everything is new everything is incredible 33:28 fantastic but then on the other hand again remember when does v start when does v start already right and again it's not like the most upbeat message but remember again why does why do we start because we're afraid that somebody 33:44 May choke during the sud and die without doing V it's not exactly the most uplifting message right it's not exactly like come on this is going to be great no you might die during so you better get in your doing 33:58 now so it's like these incredibly contradictory messages that on one hand the power and profundity of this day is kapar and right EXC me brand new everything cleared away but yet v v constant confession constant apologies constant tethering to the 34:20 past and again you know enough V enough V and enough and how are you feeling how are you feeling pretty guilty right pretty guilty because the truth is at the end if you're a thinking person by the time you get 34:34 to the end of the and what I'm often thinking to myself is I wasted another year not totally I did a lot of good things also but I see everything that I did wrong you know ha hate itself always is 34:48 like a has a double implication whenever I commit an AA there's dual liability what's dual liability so part one of liability is for the AA that I did part two of the liability is because in that time that I was 35:01 doing an AA I could have been doing a Mitzvah so an AA represents a double loss the loss of the iniquity performed and the loss of the opportunity to have done something good so how do you reconcile these two concepts 35:14 I want to show you something incredibly beautiful if you take a look at number six on your sheet the last Source there's a beautiful mus from the if you look at the second paragraph look look what your eyes and this 35:24 this is so beautiful and at least for me help to reframe the entirety the entirety of what we are accomplishing over the course of the what we accomplish look at he writes he tells story of two friends best of friends 35:45 now they were friends and they were also both incredibly poor they they were they were impoverished but they were such good friends they always went collecting together so wherever they went collecting for they always did so together so call them 36:02 Ru and shim right and shim best of friends both unfortunately terribly impoverished they go they go collecting together ruin becomes very ill and he's ill with some type of some type of disease that's contagious that's contagious and what happens so 36:26 it's fascinating so shim knew that if word gets out that Ruben has this contagious disease what's going to happen they're going to send them to a hospital but the unit for contagious diseases and he's poor so he has no money 36:38 he's not going to get any care he's just gonna die he's just gonna die so shim is not gonna let that happen to his friend he says so what happens so Ru decides you know what I'm not or who no 36:54 sorry shim shim decides you know what I'm not going to let I'm not going to let my friend go to the hospital and die so so shim shim is the healthy friend says to Ru you come with me we're going 37:03 to travel together and here's what we'll do here's what we'll do so what happened so they went to Trav they traveled together whenever they would arrive at a town so shim would go to the Inn he would tell Ruben Ruben 37:23 you lay down take care of yourself rested up I'll go collecting for both of us I'll go collecting for both of us this the healthy friend healthy healthy beggar says I'll go collecting for both of us you stay here so 37:37 one night shim comes back from collecting he comes back to the in he hears that in the same Inn where shim and his sick friend ruin are staying there is a very well-known physician who is staying there so goes up 38:05 to with the doctor knocks on the door tells the doctor everything that's happening with Ru good his friend and he says to the doctor say I want to tell you I says I'm not taking ruin to a hospital but maybe 38:17 you could come check on ruin a little bit and you could see maybe there's something you could do to just amiliar that you could that you could maybe make his disease make his plight make his situation a little bit easier 38:28 to deal with the physician responds so the doctor says astonish shim your friend can be healed I don't just have to treat some of the symptoms I know what he has I understand that I can actually heal him from this 38:46 sickness why did you not seek out treatment for your friend this is a very treatable disease he doesn't have to go to the hospital he can be treated out patient not a problem so the doctor says shim take me to 38:58 see Ru right now so shim takes the doctor they go to the room where Ru is here's the doctor tell the doctor everything show the wound show what's the problem telling about all of your symptoms says wom you betrayed my 39:28 confidence we made a deal we weren't going to say anything about this because if news about my disease it becomes known they're going to send me to the hospital to the isolation I'm going to die there so so what happens 39:38 so so shim responds we're hiding your disease from the velt from the world right because the world doesn't understand your disease and when they hear that you have and they hear that you're contagious they're just going to throw in the 39:57 isolation word but this is the expert doctor this doctor he knows how to heal everything that is ailing you to this that but the only way he can heal you is if you tell him everything that's wrong you got to 40:14 tell him everything that's broken and if you tell him all the SS tell him all the problems he'll heal you but don't hide anything right it's like when you go to the doctor doctor says how you feeling and you say 40:24 fine right that's like okay whatever your copay is then have a great day see you later right so the say so again the doctors here but the only way it works is if you tell them what's broken and says we 40:38 have such a skewed view of V we often look at v as the confession of our guilt before the Shalom but here's what's important to understand I don't have to confess my guilt before God you know why you know why 40:58 he knows he knows it already and even the stuff that I forgot right even all the stuff even the stuff that I forgot a long time ago you know do you know what do you know what V is is when 41:15 I come up I want this new start I want this kapar I want this Tara I want this BR but there's so much that is broken inside of me and you are as we say every day in as you are 41:41 the great healer you are the one entity in the world who could put anything back together I go through life and for a variety of reasons I feel so incredibly broken VD is not the confession of guilt V doing is 41:58 the beautiful visit to the doctor and telling him everything that's wrong so that he can heal so that he could do his job so that could bring about miraculous salvation so it turns out that VI is not a contradiction to 42:18 the aforementioned themes but vidu is part and parcel of the actualization of the kapara of the Tara and of the BR of Yer and now we understand why we're doing so many confessions over the course of Yer right why you 42:38 think about this just like I got it one one and one set of is more than enough right but instead I'm doing it in already right my priv in my private okay is a little bit is a little bit a 43:00 bridged that's a lot of and a lot of and a lot of confessions but at the end of the day it's because I need the doctor to know everything that's wrong because if I could put out all the stuff that's 43:14 broken before will say okay now that you told me all the symptoms we could work on getting you better we could work on healing you we could work on that bris we could work on that that kapar we can work 43:28 on that Tara and so it turns out that the beauty and profundity of this day is more than we could ever imagine Yer offers us the opportunity to literally wipe away all the onim whatever whatever punishments we've incurred because every 43:44 sin brings every sin brings punishment whatever punishment we go wipe away yra gives us the opportunity to do that every sin brings T and Yumer gives us the opportunity to erase all of the impurity to erase all of the Tom 43:56 Yumer offers us the opportunity to say to let's start again I don't I don't want the past year to be a Contin this year to be a continuation of last I mean there are certain elements I want to bring over 44:13 but I want something new I want something different for myself as well and how do you activate all of that well the only week to activate that is through V first I have to tell everything that's broken and not not 44:27 as a form of guilt not to make myself feel bad and that's why by the way you'll notice CL has a fascinating what our fascinating how do we say we sing it right by try doing that in English right I've 44:47 stolen I'm a cheat I'm dishonest I'm a liar right I'm immoral right other words it doesn't it doesn't exactly flow off the tongue right it's not going to be on your Spotify you know playlist right right so why why we 45:01 see but now now now I understand why I'm saying it because you know you know like sometimes when you're really not feeling well and if you're like me you often resist going to the doctor and finally when you go to 45:12 the doctor there's a certain sense of relief that now you're in a place where hopefully whatever is broken will get fixed the whole year I run around trying to pretend like nothing's wrong trying to rationalize trying to to ignore trying 45:27 to sweep under the rug Anda comes and I'm finally sitting in theon's office just says one simple thing just tell me what's wrong whatever it is it's okay it's a no judgment Zone just tell me what's wrong tell me whatever 45:46 it is because whatever it is I could heal it whatever it is I can fix it whatever it is I can repair it and I'm finally with the doctor and I'm finally with the m and I finally with and I 46:01 get to unburden myself for one day out of the year I don't have to pretend for one day out of the year I don't have to rationalize for one day out of the year I don't have to make up excuses 46:11 for one day out of the year I could just be brutally and totally honest and know that the honesty the sharing of all of my symptoms and all of my illnesses and all of my scars and everything that's broken just 46:26 allows the doctor doctor to heal everything that's why we sing V doing because there's no greater Sim in the world than being able to unload your symptoms and illnesses onto Theon who could heal anything and everything this is the of 46:46 and now with this B it also makes sense why we want us we want I can't wait to get started with v right so even again yes this true there reason about you might choke during the during but you want 46:56 to kind of end off a little about high note in other words I I I want to get started because I'm so excited I'm so excited to finally be sitting in the exam room right I'm so excited to finally be 47:06 sitting with the doctor I'm so excited to finally say oh here here it is here it is here let me let me just put it all out there and I can't get enough of telling all the stuff that's broken all 47:16 the stuff that's wrong because I know that he's ready for kapara for Tara and for bris kadha all it requires of us is to walk into y Kipper with two things number one a profound sense of honesty yum Kipper only 47:32 works if I'm honest about who I am and who I'm not if I'm going to play games on yum Kipper and pretend like I do like throughout so much of the year then I can activate the power but if I'm 47:46 willing to go ahead and be honest truly honest and put everything out there there is nothing that can't be healed that's number one honesty and number two is a desire for a new start a desire for bris if you walk 48:02 in with those two things on Yer then there is truly no telling what we can accomplish and especially in this year of T where we need something different we really need something different Cloud Our People needs something different this past 48:23 year has been filled with so much Braha and so much Beauty and so many incredible incredible things but it has also been filled with so much loss and so much heartbreak and so much sadness that is almost too overwhelming to 48:38 contemplate and to think about and as it been speaking about throughout all y should stand for should be a year of open Miracles a year of open Miracles a year of like yam miracles of miracles of Miracles does miracles for 49:00 us every single day like we see we speak about everyday Miracles but everyday Miracles are embedded in they're embedded in nature we see this year no more we want Supernatural Miracles we we need something different we need AES sounds a 49:18 little but we needes to run his world differently because what we experienced last year are Collective heart cannot weather another year like that I need you to run your world differently says back to us no problem you want me to 49:40 run my world differently as long as you promise to run your world differently I will have a with you as long as you CL have a br with me if we pivot and do things differently and activate the power of 49:59 this day then we could ask to do the same for us and in that respect it'll truly be a year of pure a year of incredible Miracles a year of CHA for us as individuals year of a year of a 50:16 year of the return of our hostages year of the safety for our precious soldiers as they wage cl's Wars on multiple fronts and most of all the pi is the great miracle of G ofia of of all of May to 50:32 see all of that
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